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Welll, I can’t tell you much about College yet since I only moved in residence like 2 days ago, but I can sure tell you that it ain’t hafe as scary as I thought it was going to be.
I like it here. I honestly do. My dorm is a lot nicer than i imagined it and my roomate is da shit. We have clearly made this into our own little home. My room has my own taste, and her room has her style. We got groceries and everything with the help with my mother. Im going to miss my mother so much, ughh. She didn’t leave yet, she is staying with my aunt untill friday.. She’s such a good mom. She is making sure im ohkay before she goes back to little old tignish.
The residence is preetty sweet. The people here are lovely. One thing about College is everyone here is equal, everyone gets along… you are all ONE! There is no more cliques or worrying about how you look like. People are a lot more mature and it’s certainly not like high school or junior high. I rather love that. I smile and say hi to everyone I meet down the halls. ehehe silly me (L)
I do miss home though, rather a lot. Tonight has been rather depressing, im lettting things get to me so much. Lots of things are going through my heart.. arghhh.. im stressed already and work hasnt even started, so i better smarten up and stop being such a worry wort. I’m going to end up in the nut house someday if I dont learn how to chill says my best friend mariah ahaha.
One thing I absolutely hate about my dorm is that I have horrible idiotic service. So that means I can’t text that much.. it honestly sucks.. but im changing to virgin mobile. They get five bars and I will be lucky if i even have one! Stupid Bell! Gah i guess im not in Tignish anymore, sooo… yeah :/ It better smarten up soon though so I can text Josh.(L):(
One thing that also sucks is being in a different school then josh.. Im always constantly worrying if he will find someone better, good looking, funnier, sweetter , or just i dunno.. someone better than me. but I NEED TO CHILL.. I KNOW! haha. It’s just Im giving my all in this relationship and I’m hoping he is doing the same.
It’s josh first day of school tomorow, I wish him luck. I only start on wednesday soo. we shall see how that goes. I will be keeping you posted… but for now I should really try and sleep.. its 3:06, LORD!
Goodnight tumblr, thanks for letting me rant for awhile.
So…
in a matter of days I shall be a college girl. Excited? Yes. Nervous,
holy crap you bet! Things are going too fast for my liking. If it were up to me, I would never grow up and I would stay home, where nothing has changed. I’m not sure if Im up for the whole college scene yet. It’s a lot of responsabily and I’m not sure if I’m up for something like that, but I guess you never know untill you really get out there, I guess you never know if you try. What if I fail, what if im a big disapointment, what if i turn out to be just some big loser. I guess I can’t keep questioning these things, I guess I need to go out there and get some ansers. I can’t be a kid forever, as much as I would like to. Don’t get me wrong, I will always be the same foolish Felicia and carry a bit of my childhood with me everywheres I go… but now is the time to grow up, now is the time to start a new journey in my life and I can’t wait to see where it’s going to take me.
I dedicate this picture to my best friend Alex Aston.
His been through a lot of shit,as well as I have.This picture just kinda discribes the kind of friendship we have.
Alex its going to be alright. Alex the sun is going to be shinning for you sometime soon. I know everything is such a mess for you right now, your confused, hurt, and just full of sad thoughts that shouldn’t be there in the first place, but guess what, … it gets better!
So Alex …smile, smile, smile. Life has many more amazing suprises for you, and il be there to help you through it.
Dear childhood;
it’s going to be hard to let go of you, but I have to grow up a bit and face new things in my new life at College. No matter where I go though, I will always carry a bit of you with me.
OMG this reminds me of my baby boy Sparky; best dog ever (:
“Your not like the other girls.”
I love this movie, so so so so much. <3
